The feeling, where your supposed to cry, but nothings coming out. Chills run up & down your spine and suddenly you have the goose bumps. It feels as if your hearts dropped down to your stomach and your throats clogged,almost as if someones choking you. Your shaking. Palms begin to sweat. But still no tears. Why aren’t they coming out? Isn’t that whats supposed to happen when your upset? You cant stop this feeling. The agony of knowing your no longer his. Wouldn’t you change that one single mistake for the world; just to have him back. To say he’s yours? To know at least someone cares ? People say everything happens for a reason. But why? Why should you get hurt.. Why should you have to deal with the pain of loosing someone ? Whats the reason for all of this to happen?

-I swear i wrote this
Julia clarke